Why the change

I had to.

Unlike a rhythmic flowing river like before, my mind is a tornado now. Reasons are many & the window to out pour my feelings are very few. I don't expect my dear ones to understand my madness,because, as I said, it's madness. I feel writing down is the only way to calm the hurricane which is disturbing my mind.

I know what I want from life, and so far walking towards my aim seemed feasible. But now there are few speed breakers, few humps and quite a long muddy road, the end of which I don't know is how far. But if not started the walk now, I won't reach my goal. Hence writing down my journey hoping to make mind calm and vision clear.

I don't expect anyone to understand my posts, these are scribbles, not movie script. 

Wishing myself good luck.

Ashwini.